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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region Forums"I Will Never Know Why" by Susan Klebold
Just after noon on Tuesday, April 20, 1999, I was preparing to leave my downtown Denver office for a meeting when I noticed the red message light flashing on my phone. I worked for the state of Colorado, administering training programs for people with disabilities; my meeting was about student scholarships, and I figured the message might be a last-minute cancellation. But it was my husband, calling from his home office. His voice was breathless and ragged, and his words stopped my heart. "Susanthis is an emergency! Call me back immediately!"
The level of pain in his voice could mean only one thing: Something had happened to one of our sons. In the seconds that passed as I picked up the phone and dialed our house, panic swelled within me; it felt as though millions of tiny needles were pricking my skin. My heart pounded in my ears. My hands began shaking. I tried to orient myself. One of my boys was at school and the other was at work. It was the lunch hour. Had there been a car accident?
When my husband picked up the phone, he shouted, "Listen to the television!"then held out the receiver so I could hear. I couldn't understand the words being broadcast, but the fact that whatever had happened was big enough to be on TV filled me with terror. Were we at war? Was our country under nuclear attack? "What's happening?" I shrieked.
He came back on the line and poured out what he'd just learned during a distraught call from a close friend of our 17-year-old son, Dylan: There was some kind of shooting at the high school
gunmen in black trenchcoats were firing at people
the friend knew all the kids who wore trenchcoats, and all were accounted for except Dylan and his friend Eric
and Dylan and Eric hadn't been in class that morning
and no one knew where they were.
Read more: http://www.oprah.com/world/Susan-Klebolds-O-Magazine-Essay-I-Will-Never-Know-Why/1#ixzz2FGEIvtTR
Fumesucker
(45,851 posts)renate
(13,776 posts)It was brave of her to write this.
Fumesucker
(45,851 posts)Thanks for responding.
dorkzilla
(5,141 posts)Sekhmets Daughter
(7,515 posts)and had no problems....
Sekhmets Daughter
(7,515 posts)Thank you for posting it...as we all rush to judge Nancy Lanza.
Brickbat
(19,339 posts)CraftyGal
(695 posts)tammywammy
(26,582 posts)riderinthestorm
(23,272 posts)Interesting take.
After hearing that Adam Lanza shot his mother in the face before heading off to the school, an act which seems particularly full of rage, I wonder if their situations are analogous psychologically.
Breathtaking, heartbreaking account by Susan Klebold however. Powerful read. Thanks for posting.
niyad
(113,348 posts)LeftyMom
(49,212 posts)that way. :/
XemaSab
(60,212 posts)It's obvious that she is still severely affected by what happened.
FarCenter
(19,429 posts)Harris was really the leader in their endeavors.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eric_Harris_and_Dylan_Klebold