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Duer 157099

(17,742 posts)
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:34 PM Feb 2013

Interesting excerpt from Dorner's manifesto

Just now catching up on this story, so sorry if this has already been posted.

As has been pointed out elsewhere, this guy has a serious beef with the LAPD. Why don't they just come out and say whatever they need to to get him to stop and turn himself in, before more damage is done?!?!!!!

Journalist, I want you to investigate every location I resided in growing up. Find any incidents where I was ever accused of being a bully. You won't, because it doesn't exist. It's not in my DNA. Never was. I was the only black kid in each of my elementary school classes from first grade to seventh grade in junior high and any instances where I was disciplined for fighting was in response to fellow students provoking common childhood schoolyard fights, or calling me a nigger or other derogatory racial names. I grew up in neighborhoods where blacks make up less than 1%. My first recollection of racism was in the first grade at Norwalk Christian elementary school in Norwalk, CA. A fellow student, Jim Armstrong if I can recall, called me a nigger on the playground. My response was swift and non-lethal. I struck him fast and hard with a punch an kick. He cried and reported it to a teacher. The teacher reported it to the principal. The principal swatted Jim for using a derogatory word toward me. He then for some unknown reason swatted me for striking Jim in response to him calling me a nigger. He stated as good Christians we are to turn the other cheek as Jesus did. Problem is, I'm not a fucking Christian and that old book, made of fiction and limited non-fiction, called the bible, never once stated Jesus was called a nigger. How dare you swat me for standing up for my rights for demanding that I be treated as a equal human being. That day I made a life decision that i will not tolerate racial derogatory terms spoken to me. Unfortunately I was swatted multiple times for the same exact reason up until junior high. Terminating me for telling the truth of a caucasian officer kicking a mentally ill man is disgusting. Don't ever call me a fucking bully. I want all journalist to utilize every source you have that specializes in collections for your reports. With the discovery and evidence available you will see the truth. Unfortunately, I will not be alive to see my name cleared. That's what this is about, my name. A man is nothing without his name. Below is a list of locations where I resided from childhood to adulthood.
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Interesting excerpt from Dorner's manifesto (Original Post) Duer 157099 Feb 2013 OP
When he started blowing people away out of vengance... Agnosticsherbet Feb 2013 #1
Not talking about sympathy, just understanding and a way to end this Duer 157099 Feb 2013 #2
He has murdered people out of revenge. Agnosticsherbet Feb 2013 #8
It should be, but I don't know that his posted manifesto is related to the truth mythology Feb 2013 #12
And credibility as well Mz Pip Feb 2013 #24
He was also described by his ex-girlfriend as 'twisted' and 'paranoid'. randome Feb 2013 #3
After they catch him (alive, hopefully)... the feds should investigate the LAPD. nt EastKYLiberal Feb 2013 #4
The feds should have investigated the LAPD long ago. EOTE Feb 2013 #26
I'm 100% certain the LEOs have zero intentions of taking Dorner "alive" Blue_Tires Feb 2013 #28
No excuse can be made for murder but sure sounds like an abused and tormented person libtodeath Feb 2013 #5
Murderous nutjob simmering that a kid called him a mean name back in the 1st grade brentspeak Feb 2013 #6
Not a mean name. He called him nigger, its memorable. Have you been called a nigger? Exultant Democracy Feb 2013 #20
In most cases, being called a nigger is much more than being called a mean name brentspeak Feb 2013 #22
He's also rather pissed that his COWORKERS call him that same name rather recently. EOTE Feb 2013 #29
The guy's been in major depression since 2008 at least Catherina Feb 2013 #25
Perhaps we could also take a good hard look in 2naSalit Feb 2013 #41
Wow - he's entitled to AT LEAST three cold-blooded murders, then. Dreamer Tatum Feb 2013 #7
Come on, clearly that isn't what I am saying Duer 157099 Feb 2013 #9
Used what info? F that - I hope they leave him where they find him. nt Dreamer Tatum Feb 2013 #14
Perhaps, but why would they assume that? sibelian Feb 2013 #40
Excellent eissa Feb 2013 #13
Agreed. HappyMe Feb 2013 #19
The Unabomber had a manifesto too and made many good points. bklyncowgirl Feb 2013 #10
And what about the women delivering newspapers in that truck? Duer 157099 Feb 2013 #11
That must be the 20th time I've seen those women brought up. Dreamer Tatum Feb 2013 #15
OK Duer 157099 Feb 2013 #16
Except that his tactics are purposely designed to elicit this exact response SQUEE Feb 2013 #21
Did I excuse the cops? I seem to have missed that. bklyncowgirl Feb 2013 #17
The point was that motive is important. That's all. Duer 157099 Feb 2013 #18
LAPD has been out of control for decades... nadinbrzezinski Feb 2013 #23
Do you mean that kids that are bullied are screened out for LEO? Duer 157099 Feb 2013 #27
Goes beyond just being bullied nadinbrzezinski Feb 2013 #31
And, by implication, those that did the bullying are OK for LE. ret5hd Feb 2013 #32
Cops want the bullies, not the bullied. EOTE Feb 2013 #34
I read the whole thing too Blue_Tires Feb 2013 #35
There is that too, the depression. nadinbrzezinski Feb 2013 #36
my completely amateur internet diagnosis Enrique Feb 2013 #30
Well after trying to work this through the system. nadinbrzezinski Feb 2013 #33
Policemen who strangle and want to put bullets in people over being called the N-word are not fit. dkf Feb 2013 #37
I certainly can't and won't argue with that Duer 157099 Feb 2013 #38
Serial killer Henry Lee Lucas was tortured and abused as a child... ScreamingMeemie Feb 2013 #39

Agnosticsherbet

(11,619 posts)
1. When he started blowing people away out of vengance...
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:42 PM
Feb 2013

he lost any chance of getting much sympathy from me.

I don't doubt that there were injustices committed, but murder crosses the line.

I don't think people pretending to do as he asks will be of much use, anyway. His creation of an enemies list and his work to eradicate his enemies shows that he would not be appeased by a few words.

Duer 157099

(17,742 posts)
2. Not talking about sympathy, just understanding and a way to end this
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:43 PM
Feb 2013

Understanding motives should be part of solving a problem, don't you think?

Agnosticsherbet

(11,619 posts)
8. He has murdered people out of revenge.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:51 PM
Feb 2013

I suspect he is past the point where a few comforting words from the press, and no amount of promises from hs former employer will help. He will continue killing until he is killed.

This will not end well.

 

mythology

(9,527 posts)
12. It should be, but I don't know that his posted manifesto is related to the truth
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:53 PM
Feb 2013

in any meaningful sense of the word.

You can understand people who have a consistent or at least predictable sense of what's rational. That's not to say that they are in fact rational, but somebody who's suffered from paranoid delusions for example or schizophrenia is harder. They may have a rational sense in their own mind, but that doesn't mean anybody else can see the rational behind an action.

Mz Pip

(27,449 posts)
24. And credibility as well
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:56 PM
Feb 2013

He may very well be telling the truth, but going off killing innocent people who have nothing to do with his grievances pretty much blows it.

Whatever accusations he made will just be blown off as those of a deranged killer. He wanted to expose injustice but committed injustices himself.

 

randome

(34,845 posts)
3. He was also described by his ex-girlfriend as 'twisted' and 'paranoid'.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:44 PM
Feb 2013

The guy has had a screw loose for some time. Trying to find meaning in his scribbles should start from that point forward.

EOTE

(13,409 posts)
26. The feds should have investigated the LAPD long ago.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:58 PM
Feb 2013

But I think the chances of them bringing him in alive are exceedingly low. If one good thing comes out of this horrible ordeal, it's that perhaps people will have less tolerance for the awfulness that is the LAPD. If any organization needs to be rebuilt from the ground up, it's them.

Blue_Tires

(55,445 posts)
28. I'm 100% certain the LEOs have zero intentions of taking Dorner "alive"
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:59 PM
Feb 2013

no matter what the circumstances of his apprehension are...

Exultant Democracy

(6,594 posts)
20. Not a mean name. He called him nigger, its memorable. Have you been called a nigger?
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:16 PM
Feb 2013

It has no bearing on the crime at hand ether way, but nigger isn't a mean name, its a racial epithet with centuries of abuse shame and hate rolled into it.

I also remember the first time and each subsequent time I have been called a nigger to my face, stuff like that stands out.

brentspeak

(18,290 posts)
22. In most cases, being called a nigger is much more than being called a mean name
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:46 PM
Feb 2013

Agreed. And in the larger scheme of things, I don't want to minimize or trivialize the use of that ugly pejorative. But Dorner is still enraged and seething about an incident which occurred in the first grade by another seven-year-old.

EOTE

(13,409 posts)
29. He's also rather pissed that his COWORKERS call him that same name rather recently.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:59 PM
Feb 2013

Maybe the LAPD should start screening for racist fucks, might do them a lot of PR good.

Catherina

(35,568 posts)
25. The guy's been in major depression since 2008 at least
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:56 PM
Feb 2013

As the economy keeps getting worse and austerity gets rammed down our throats even more, I fear we're going to see more cases like this, of people snapping violently.

We need to talk about depression. We need to fix our healthcare system, really fix it, not this bullshit for profit scam we have going. And we need to bring back patient/therapist confidentiality. And we need to get away from this model that places profit over the well-being of our brothers and sisters.

He's obviously (no shit Catherina) not well and I fear many more are going to snap as things keep getting worse.

2naSalit

(86,646 posts)
41. Perhaps we could also take a good hard look in
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 03:03 PM
Feb 2013

the "cosmic mirror" of social norms and see that we, as a nation, allow bullying and name-calling and absolute disrespect of others and it has become a sort of badge of honor to some who think that use of the latest "put down" is a like making points in a sporting event.

Our social make up is sick and that needs to be healed, big time. Until we, as a people, decide to make the social climate more hospitable and respectful toward others, we can continue to enrich the medical industrial complex as they faithfully search for a remedy to a surface symptom of a much deeper structure problem. This situation is clear evidence of the actual social ill we treat like the ten ton elephant in the room.

Dreamer Tatum

(10,926 posts)
7. Wow - he's entitled to AT LEAST three cold-blooded murders, then.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:48 PM
Feb 2013

At first I was all law-and-order and such, and then I read this and thought, "if he went through THAT, why,
as a society we OWE him the lives of several uninvolved people and the terror of entire communities wondering
if they'll be in his way."

I also think that every journalist in the United States needs to heed his request and investigate every instance
in Dorner's life that caused him the slightest discomfort or injustice. The single most important bit of investigative
journalism in our society is to examine the injustices arising from the education of Mr. Dorner.

I just have to shake my head and wonder why all those people in the Deep South who were terrorized by the
KKK didn't exercise THEIR right to kill as many uninvolved people as they saw fit. It boggles the mind.

Duer 157099

(17,742 posts)
9. Come on, clearly that isn't what I am saying
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:51 PM
Feb 2013

I'm saying that maybe if the LAPD just used this info to get him to surrender, maybe the killing ends. Is that so wrong?

sibelian

(7,804 posts)
40. Perhaps, but why would they assume that?
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 02:50 PM
Feb 2013

People feeling sufficiently emotional to kill aren't very likely to be holding respect and reciprocity as their primary goals.

eissa

(4,238 posts)
13. Excellent
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:53 PM
Feb 2013

I don't know what happened internally with his job at the LAPD, and honestly don't even think I care to at this point. Murdering an innocent young woman and her fiance, both of whom had nothing do with any of this, is simply inexcusable.

bklyncowgirl

(7,960 posts)
10. The Unabomber had a manifesto too and made many good points.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:51 PM
Feb 2013

But when someone decides to kill innocent people that's when I stop listening.

Duer 157099

(17,742 posts)
11. And what about the women delivering newspapers in that truck?
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:53 PM
Feb 2013

Were they not innocent? OK, they weren't killed, but easily could have been if the cops had better aim.

Does their motive matter?

Dreamer Tatum

(10,926 posts)
15. That must be the 20th time I've seen those women brought up.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:58 PM
Feb 2013

And they have NOTHING TO DO WITH DORNER. IT IS A SEPARATE ISSUE ALTOGETHER.

SQUEE

(1,315 posts)
21. Except that his tactics are purposely designed to elicit this exact response
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:22 PM
Feb 2013

Dorner is waging a one man insurgency, knowing that the LAPD as always will respond with overwhelming force and overreaction, this has gained him some sympathy and nobility in the eyes of a few.. there are FB and twitters posts out there already singing this murderers praises.

bklyncowgirl

(7,960 posts)
17. Did I excuse the cops? I seem to have missed that.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 12:59 PM
Feb 2013

That the cops fired their weapons without knowing who or what they were shooting at is reprehensible. They should be punished to the fullest extent of the law. One does not justify the other.

Duer 157099

(17,742 posts)
18. The point was that motive is important. That's all.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:03 PM
Feb 2013

I'm guessing you agree. The cops' motive was to find a killer. That is important to know, yes?

 

nadinbrzezinski

(154,021 posts)
23. LAPD has been out of control for decades...
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:55 PM
Feb 2013

I read all 11K words. While Dorner is a troubled individual, what he wrote f LAPD was all but surprising.

What he wrote of his childhood perhaps should have screened him out of police work to begin with, but what he writes of LAPD tells me Rampart never ended. The Feds should look into it, perhaps federal department receivership is in order.

That does not justify murder, but explains it. Oh and his targets so far have not been accidental, LAPD, on the other hand, are.

Duer 157099

(17,742 posts)
27. Do you mean that kids that are bullied are screened out for LEO?
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 01:58 PM
Feb 2013

I would sort of think that would be a bunch of people, no?

 

nadinbrzezinski

(154,021 posts)
31. Goes beyond just being bullied
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 02:03 PM
Feb 2013

But I am sure you knew that.

There are folks who pass the initial psych, who later on departments admit should not. I will leave it at that.

EOTE

(13,409 posts)
34. Cops want the bullies, not the bullied.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 02:07 PM
Feb 2013

They fit in far better with the psychological profile that PDs are looking for.

Blue_Tires

(55,445 posts)
35. I read the whole thing too
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 02:13 PM
Feb 2013

And I know the gods will smite me for this, but all I could think while I read was "Damn, this stuff is pretty good -- If you added this as a subplot to the movie 'Crash', that movie sucks a whole lot less..." I don't know why he didn't write a blog under a fake name, or sell some tell-all story or screenplay of his experiences with the LAPD and Navy Intel (even if he had to change names)... I don't know why he decided on this tragic course of action...

(full disclosure -- I've suffered from severe depression before, even to the brink of suicide, and the 'manifesto' read almost exactly like something I'd write, with the names/situations changed...Maybe that's why it strikes such a nerve with me....)

Enrique

(27,461 posts)
30. my completely amateur internet diagnosis
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 02:02 PM
Feb 2013

which I'm sure everyone has been waiting for: narcissistic personality disorder.

Not to say that those things didn't happen to them, and upset him, but the abnormal part is that he wrote that manifesto and went on that killing spree.

 

nadinbrzezinski

(154,021 posts)
33. Well after trying to work this through the system.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 02:04 PM
Feb 2013

Don't forget that part. People really do not comprehend the reach of LAPD in so cal.

 

dkf

(37,305 posts)
37. Policemen who strangle and want to put bullets in people over being called the N-word are not fit.
Fri Feb 8, 2013, 02:36 PM
Feb 2013

How does he imagine he will never be called that as a cop who get called all sorts of names I am sure.

Is he going to murder all citizens who say that to him?

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