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one_voice

(20,043 posts)
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 03:29 PM Feb 2016

Ohio BLM Activist MarShawn McCarrel II Commits Suicide Outside Statehouse:

The 23-year-old reportedly shot and killed himself around 6 p.m. Monday after posting a cryptic message on Facebook.

Around 3 p.m. Monday, a cryptic message was left on the Facebook page of Ohio Black Lives Matter activist MarShawn M. McCarrel II: "My demons won today. I'm sorry."

Around 6 p.m. that day, McCarrel's body was found outside the front door of the Ohio Statehouse, the Columbus Dispatch reports. It's believed that McCarrel died of a self-inflicted gunshot wound, although no one witnessed the shooting. He was pronounced dead at the scene.

The 23-year-old activist was instrumental in organizing protests in Ohio after the death of Ferguson, Mo., teenager Michael Brown in 2014.

According to the New York Daily News, McCarrel founded the "youth mentorship program Pursuing Our Dreams, which launched Feed the Streets, a project to help Ohio's homeless." Earlier this year, McCarrel was named one of Radio One's Hometown Champions, an award given to community activists.



"He is selfless and will give his last in order to make sure others don't go without,” read a nomination page for the Hometown Champions Award. "MarShawn has come so far in life and has inspired so many people to help others."

On Friday, McCarrel attended the NAACP Image Awards with his mother, according to the Daily News.


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http://www.theroot.com/articles/news/2016/02/ohio_blm_activist_marshawn_mccarrell_ii_commits_suicide_outside_statehouse.html





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Ohio BLM Activist MarShawn McCarrel II Commits Suicide Outside Statehouse: (Original Post) one_voice Feb 2016 OP
... RKP5637 Feb 2016 #1
... winter is coming Feb 2016 #2
So sad. Sounds like quite a loss. 2pooped2pop Feb 2016 #3
So sad. MuseRider Feb 2016 #4
. jeff47 Feb 2016 #5
... shenmue Feb 2016 #6
for a second I thought that was a BLM- Bureau of Land Management terrorist... snooper2 Feb 2016 #7
.... sadoldgirl Feb 2016 #8
... 2naSalit Feb 2016 #9
... irisblue Feb 2016 #10
... SamKnause Feb 2016 #11
Oh no. That's heartbreaking. femmedem Feb 2016 #12
Yes Voice for Peace Feb 2016 #54
. Agschmid Feb 2016 #13
May this man rest in peace. Judi Lynn Feb 2016 #14
Hmm. All that work and then suicide? Hmm. valerief Feb 2016 #15
Lol. linuxman Feb 2016 #18
Or you know, depression got the best of him justiceischeap Feb 2016 #21
True, but wasn't that a pretty quick switch--from inspired activist to suicide? valerief Feb 2016 #24
Not necessarily justiceischeap Feb 2016 #26
I was fine and at 27 I started hearing the voices. Never heard them before. It does come up LiberalArkie Feb 2016 #31
That's now how Depression works , those with depression could be doing great things and even JI7 Feb 2016 #42
Activism can take a huge toll. Wish he'd met Joanna Macy lostnfound Feb 2016 #63
Is that a black helicopter I hear? TipTok Feb 2016 #66
. n2doc Feb 2016 #16
Sad. DCBob Feb 2016 #17
So very sad. The world has one less leader to help in the jwirr Feb 2016 #19
Aw Damn. progressoid Feb 2016 #20
... GreatGazoo Feb 2016 #22
I am outraged. Where was the help for this wonderful young man? Peace Patriot Feb 2016 #23
Why the Statehouse? He was making a statement. Downwinder Feb 2016 #30
... angrychair Feb 2016 #25
Very Sad. bravenak Feb 2016 #27
May his memory be eternal! k8conant Feb 2016 #28
... Delphinus Feb 2016 #29
... hibbing Feb 2016 #32
Why opt to do this today when nobody will notice? SleeplessinSoCal Feb 2016 #33
... brer cat Feb 2016 #34
Heart breaking ybbor Feb 2016 #35
Rest in peace, MarShawn. polly7 Feb 2016 #36
Depression and it's waves of hopelessness ... Jackilope Feb 2016 #37
Depression sucks LittleBlue Feb 2016 #38
... Uncle Joe Feb 2016 #39
Very sad. n/t GoCubsGo Feb 2016 #40
.... Duppers Feb 2016 #41
OMG! Stellar Feb 2016 #43
So sad... Phentex Feb 2016 #44
This is absolutely horrible jkbRN Feb 2016 #45
Sad. SammyWinstonJack Feb 2016 #46
... mahannah Feb 2016 #47
So sad. What a tragedy. NurseJackie Feb 2016 #48
aaaw, nooooo... magical thyme Feb 2016 #49
. geardaddy Feb 2016 #50
. TIME TO PANIC Feb 2016 #51
RIP young man. peace13 Feb 2016 #52
... fredamae Feb 2016 #53
This is so horrific etherealtruth Feb 2016 #55
... NikolaC Feb 2016 #56
... bluedigger Feb 2016 #57
It seems to be the gentle, caring people we end up losing. LongTomH Feb 2016 #58
Oh, no. So young and vital. I especially like what the nomination page said. Duval Feb 2016 #59
Just sad... AnotherDreamWeaver Feb 2016 #60
:-( Odin2005 Feb 2016 #61
... AngryAmish Feb 2016 #62
Sad Blueguyinthesky Feb 2016 #64
k+r Blue_Tires Feb 2016 #65
Tragic GeorgeGist Feb 2016 #67
Very sad. RIP. MH1 Feb 2016 #68
Very sad. RIP MarShawn McCarrel. Peace to your mother and others that care. nt PufPuf23 Feb 2016 #69

femmedem

(8,206 posts)
12. Oh no. That's heartbreaking.
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:07 PM
Feb 2016

Sometimes people aren't able to see their own worth.

I've lost someone I loved to suicide, as I'm sure many other DUers have. So often the people who suffer the most have the most empathy and the most to offer the world.

 

Voice for Peace

(13,141 posts)
54. Yes
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 06:12 PM
Feb 2016

The most fragile ones
Know how it feels to be
broken over and over.

The broken with their
Cracks and wounds,
Holding together by breath alone:
Through those fragile openings come
The sorrows of the world.
It is too much.

The broken ones can feel it all.
They feel for you and me,
And those who can not feel at all.
For babies lost in wars, for
Bullied children, victims of
Cruel lies, a world gone cold
And hard, too hard.
Exhaustion from a thousand
Tries, a thousand and one fails,
An empty bottle of glue says
No more fixes.

Don't apologize my brother
It's not your fault, not at all.

valerief

(53,235 posts)
15. Hmm. All that work and then suicide? Hmm.
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:13 PM
Feb 2016
It's believed that McCarrel died of a self-inflicted gunshot wound, although no one witnessed the shooting.


It's probably not difficult to post on someone's Facebook page, especially if you work for a covert group.
 

linuxman

(2,337 posts)
18. Lol.
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:16 PM
Feb 2016

Clearly a black ops mission. "Spin up the bird, boys! We gotta go whack a low level BLM supporter"

valerief

(53,235 posts)
24. True, but wasn't that a pretty quick switch--from inspired activist to suicide?
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:21 PM
Feb 2016

Wouldn't there have been a longer period of depression before the suicide?

justiceischeap

(14,040 posts)
26. Not necessarily
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:26 PM
Feb 2016

I struggle with depression daily and depending on what kind of depression you have (if this was indeed caused by depression) it can hit you harder on some days than others. And the thing about depression is that it's always with you, it never goes away, it's just more manageable at times than others--even when on medication.

LiberalArkie

(15,728 posts)
31. I was fine and at 27 I started hearing the voices. Never heard them before. It does come up
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:49 PM
Feb 2016

and slap you in the face very quickly with some. I took some meds and actually got over it until I turned 66 and one day it hit me again and it took me a little bit to realize it was not real. One a person finds out it isn't really something taking to you, it becomes easier to ignore.

I am sorry it still happens to people, if it was more in the open and discussed in movies and such people would not freak out. They could know that they need to go to a doctor. Who wants to tell someone they hear voices?

JI7

(89,262 posts)
42. That's now how Depression works , those with depression could be doing great things and even
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 05:31 PM
Feb 2016

have an outward happy appearance but still be feeling horrible from depression.

lostnfound

(16,189 posts)
63. Activism can take a huge toll. Wish he'd met Joanna Macy
Wed Feb 10, 2016, 11:09 AM
Feb 2016

And gotten some solace and healing.
Rest in peace young man. And heartfelt condolences to the mother.

jwirr

(39,215 posts)
19. So very sad. The world has one less leader to help in the
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:17 PM
Feb 2016

struggle.

Condolences to his mother and friends.

Peace Patriot

(24,010 posts)
23. I am outraged. Where was the help for this wonderful young man?
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:20 PM
Feb 2016

He was obviously suffering from depression ("my demons won&quot . He did the very best he could do to overcome that depression--helping others! Instead, it seems like the blasted lives of those whom he was helping got inside his head and combined with some inner demons to end in his death.

It is not just sad. It is not just a terrible waste. It is something worse--something deeply angering to me. My guess is that there are no clinics where he lives; no psychiatrists; no psychologists; none of the formal medical help that a decent society provides for people suffering depression or other illnesses. It's possible that he refused personal help, but I doubt that any was available. It's probable that it didn't even occur to him to want help, because none has EVER been available to the poor and the black.

And where were the well-off and the rich and the powerful when this generous young man was taking the burdens of the poor upon himself? How have we become a society with homeless people, homeless families, our veterans, our sick littering our streets like so much trash from our Korporate Kulture? Where were the idiots paying $5,000 for a seat at the Super Bowl (average price!), partying their lives away while our gladiators bash each other into early Alzheimer's?

It is just horrible when our young give up hope. And most of our politicians in both parties have seen that they do. There is really no hope for the poor in this KK society. There is no bootstrap to pull yourself up with!

It is not easy to HAVE hope, given what our society has become. And our young are the most vulnerable to this new and awful reality.

I mourn for MarShawn M. McCarrel II. I mourn and I seethe.

Downwinder

(12,869 posts)
30. Why the Statehouse? He was making a statement.
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 04:43 PM
Feb 2016

Where and what is the statement? It deserves to be heard. Someone will have to find that. It should not be swept away.

SleeplessinSoCal

(9,138 posts)
33. Why opt to do this today when nobody will notice?
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 05:08 PM
Feb 2016

After hearing Macklemore and Ryan Lewis perform 'White Privilege II' on Colbert last night, it is all the more tragic to see this self destruction of a wise voice in a culture war. Especially when all the media attention is focused on their boys in New Hampshire.



RIP MarShawn McCarren II

ybbor

(1,555 posts)
35. Heart breaking
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 05:15 PM
Feb 2016

May he rest in peace, free from his demons. Depression sucks!

May his light live on through all those he touched.

Jackilope

(819 posts)
37. Depression and it's waves of hopelessness ...
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 05:21 PM
Feb 2016

... the undercurrent is sometimes too strong a force. Heart breaking for him and those who love him and are inspired by him.

etherealtruth

(22,165 posts)
55. This is so horrific
Tue Feb 9, 2016, 06:14 PM
Feb 2016

In a very sad way this is like the self immolation of Buddhist Monks .... I look at his young face and want to weep.

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