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Last edited Mon Jun 4, 2012, 08:01 AM - Edit history (1)
Ok, so awhile back ago I let yall know of my horrendous bad luck. A faltering economy and a roommate that left without warning left me getting evicted the first week I was working SXSW on 6th St in Austin (90 hours a week for those 2). And the day before St Patties (also during the hight of SXSW) I was wrongfully arrested, searched and a controlled substance was planted on me after say "Hey how y'all doing tonight?" to some Austin PD officers. They said I matched a description of someone selling X. I have long hair- in Austin- with 750,000 out of Towners that were pretty much all on 6th St. I refused a search without my lawyer present and after about 30 minutes of refusing search they decided to arrest me anyways for a PI (public intox). After the first search turned up nothing they searched me again and planted cocaine on me (which is a felony). I was unable to get out of jail in time to open the bar the next morning which lost me my job.
The stress of all of this happening during the most hectic, crazy two weeks of my life was more than I could bare and I lost it. I snapped. I couldn't think of anything else but suicide.
Luckily my best friend and his wife came to my rescue, drove down from Lewisville, and moved me in with them. I am doing better but still basically unemployed due to all the legal wranglings and back and forth I have had to do between Austin and Lewisville (north of Dallas).
Tomorrow is my first court appearance. I am asking for y'all to keep me in your thoughts and hoping for my charges to be thrown out. I am 24 and this could not only lead to prison time but also ruin the rest of my life. I may not even be able to vote again if convicted. All for being nice to local officers which I usually had a good rapport with (working downtown constantly).
To top it all off for nothing I evendidd. I don't touch the stuff. My parents now think I am a raging alcoholic and coke head. You can't imagine the frustration and stress.
I haven't been sleeping, and when I do I have horrible nightmares of being in prison. I've barely been holding onto my sanity and barely thinking straight with all that is rambling inside my head. I might not even be here were it not for my amazing friends.
So please, just hold out hope that tomorrow is the beginning of the end of this madness.
Love an Solidarity
Jonathon
CaliforniaPeggy
(149,660 posts)My god, what a horrible story! You are right now in my thoughts, and there you will remain till your nightmare is over.
I'm so glad you have good friends who came through for you!
Hang in there.
TexasTowelie
(112,321 posts)Good luck in court and keep us informed. It seems like the lawmen in Texas are finding nothing to do and harassing citizens hoping that they can get lucky with a drug bust.
I was recently frisked while walking along a highway in Brenham at 7 p.m. They didn't even give me an opportunity to refuse the search. They found nothing and asked me what I was doing, to which I replied that I was walking to a restaurant to get some food. They then gave me permission (like I asked) to go eat.
At the end I asked why they searched me and the lady cop said that they had report of a suicidal man walking the streets in a maroon shirt. I was wearing a blue shirt at the time.
Totally bogus illegal search by fascist police state thugs. To protect and to serve is BS.
Dystopian
(6,421 posts)Dragonbreathp9d ~
So very sorry ....
Holding on to hope...faith.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers...
peace~
elleng
(131,028 posts)Be polite.
rug
(82,333 posts)Talk about this only to your lawyer. Suppressing planted evidence is hard when it's the accused's word against the cops. It's entirely a matter of credibility. Nobody needs to hear about past drug use or suicidal thoughts.
Your lawyer will know what to do. Hang in there. You know the truth.
Kali
(55,016 posts)Saw you posting once in a while so didn't want to intrude, but glad you are OK for now - will be thinking about you tomorrow. Hoping for the best for sure.
Do take rug's advice and watch the details in "public" - he knows what he is talking about. Nothing private on the internet, eyes everywhere.
Dragonbreathp9d
(2,542 posts)Thanks to everyone for all of your loving support. I will be absent for at least 6 months. Please keep me in your thoughts as you all will be in mine. I love this community more than I can express. Please take car one and all- an take it from me- never even say a kind word to police officers. I will let you know as soon as I am free again.
Good luck, god bless, and good karma be upon every single one of you, you have helped me through the worst times in my life and I only hope one day I can even repay a portion of the favor.
ceile
(8,692 posts)I'm so sorry. We'll be here when you return.
Kaleva
(36,318 posts)Hope the time goes by very fast for you!
Kali
(55,016 posts)I thought that was a first hearing? what is going on?
sent you a PM
Kaleva
(36,318 posts)Rowdyboy
(22,057 posts)progressoid
(49,992 posts)I can't imagine the stress you must be feeling. Hope these measly interweb vibes help.
kimi
(2,441 posts)I'm glad that your friend & his wife came through for you. Please know that you are being thought of, & all best wishes to you.
onestepforward
(3,691 posts)Sending good vibes!
Joe Shlabotnik
(5,604 posts)I've gotten tangled up in the 'legal' system before and I know how crushingly difficult it is to prove your innocence, as well as prohibitively expensive. I've had few friends there too; same thing. There is never a 'good time' for this shit to happen, it always hits you when you were already hurting. Stay strong.
lovemydog
(11,833 posts)and please take your lawyer's advice. Be strong. And please listen to good posters here - don't share too much on the net, for your own good. Rely on one or two good friends in real life, if you can. Much good vibes.
blueamy66
(6,795 posts)wish only the best of luck
TuxedoKat
(3,818 posts)and praying for a positive outcome for you. I hope you have a good lawyer too. (((HUGS)))