Sometimes, something small can seem like a really big indicator of ... bigger things.

I was starting to think its partly about bigger things. Fuck it hurts.

and they never were.

It happens.

We all have our weaknesses. They don't always make sense.

Sometimes it just hits you like a ton of bricks. There is no way of knowing why some big things can just roll off and other little things are so painful.

I even know when I'm doing it but it doesn't stop me.

Hope tomorrow is better for you - perhaps a good night's sleep will bring you a better perspective on your problem.